Distorted Glitter

 

Saturday, January 22, 2005
ugh. totally don't understand. Told my parents that I'll be going for OG meeting and they are unhappy about it. "Every week go out, next time you'll become like kor, must go out every week. In the end your studies will be yi tuan zhao. School starts already you know, and you still don't want to study hard. This meeting is the last time arh." wad the! when did I go out every week! Ok..yes, I'm the youngest kid in the family. but even so, I bet there are some 'youngest' kid who have lotsa freedom. I totally dun understand. kor kor had so much freedom!!~~ They just say, "Ma, I'm going out later." and everything's settled. argh. I'm binded. I can't believe I have to report each outing or even asked permission for each outing. I'm sure I know when to do what stuff. This is pathetic. I'm gonna go my way man. Seriously need to. I'm too over-sheltered. Damn. I still can't stand it when they bind me so tight. I'm really suffocating lah. And who would mug so much now!!?? Ok..for the exception of 'Mathiers Maximus Minimus - The Greek God of Studying' (haha!!) who have muged the whole of J1 chem!? sheesh. I know when I need to study and when I need to stop playing!!! DAMN!! Ugh. Seriously, I think this will never stop until I finished my A's. this sux.

And in RJ, everywhere needs audition. Seriously everywhere. Even the chorale performance in 5 Feb. We J1s need to be auditioned if we want to sing in this RI concert. Moreover, all the auditions and try outs in EVERY RJ CCA is super strict. Let's see, out of 100+ people who auditioned for chorale, only about 35+ got through 1st round. And that's only 1st round. I bet Toh's gonna cut more out. Out of 60+ girls who went for air rifle try outs, only 5 were chosen. And what I've heard for RJ dance is that they only choose long hair and long legs girls? ok..maybe it was just rumoured. Ya..rumoured. I'm just thinking too much. That's what I heard anyway. But I wanna join dance! I need to get moving or I'm really gonna be damn unfit. I can imagine how I'm gonna suffer for napfa this year. Let's see, signed up for piano ensemble, jazz club and jap club. OMG. Jazz club auditions is totally cool. Lucky I didn't went for audition last thursday, or I'll be a laughing stock lah. Didn't know keyboardists have to improvise. And how they do it? Given only melodies and chords, they just improvise on the spot. Damn. I'm not a jazz person and neither can I improvise for nuts. But after watching the auditions, it really makes me excited over making music in jazz club. haha. I know I'll be making crap in jazz club IF I were to be in. Ok shan't think of me getting in. Conspiracy always happen at THAT right moment.

Come to think about it, I'm considered really lucky. I got through the chorale appeal to get into RJ while sam and cheryl didn't manage to get through the chorale auditions. This is kinda sad lah. It's like you are so confident that you can make it, and the result you get is such a disappointed one. =( Ok..I really shouldn't think so much. Heard from geri that the more you think, the more things will happen in their worst case scenarios. Best to just like things go on its way~

Friday 21 January
hari raya haji! holiday!!~~ woohoo!! OG meeting. I reached there early k. Almost half of them were late! =\ ate subway. oh! the guys went to play pool first while we gals waited for lynette. a bunch of water polo guys came! *_* haha. Saw from their tee that they had an exchange programme with perth and acsi barker. As usual, girls always keep a lookout right!? haha! we were quite relunctant to leave the seats man. And Ada that row had the view!! =\ haha. damn. really need to brush up pool skills! ugh. But there's this one super unexpected surprised shot! was aiming this ball into the centre. Aim and aim...then hit! damn! missed! so disappointed. then! the ball went to the other centre pit! strike!! haha! oh yes. met shingyee and cheryl t. at pool! lucky~

went to keith's house. played crazy taxi. really crazy. I was crashing everywhere la. And even tried to drive through a building. =p oh man. keith's house is really gorgoeus. can't stand it. next time must ask dad to visit his house. ate 2 tubs of ice-cream!~ me and lulu just wanted some snacks. =] And we had fun with the gym ball.

my earpiece.....


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