Distorted Glitter

 

Friday, March 25, 2005
"hello? is this huimin? This is Ms Tsien from RJ, here to inform you that your appeal to science stream is successful. Did you call the office earlier? Ya..they said that all calls were made and everything's over right? That's actually for the external transfers. We thought the internal transfer applicants would know the results once they've seen the class list at 4 pm. So we didn't call the internal transfers people. Mrs Seah told us that you were panicking...."

terrible day of my life. biggest mistakes. 3 actually.

1) regret not taking HCL. coz of that i can't make it to science =2) putting arts as 2nd choice. or rather, every other choice.
3) being so bo chap that i didn't listen to the JAE briefing!? did he really said that!?
(oh wth am i fussing and complaining about!? after all i got it =p)

ponned o2. with a reason. met raison d'etre at 11 at dreams. kept my phone on the whole whilte. even put it on ringing mode. until..my mum was so unsettled she decided to visit RJ. And you know what? the clerk at RJ told her the calls were all made an hour ago. panicked. decided to visit RJ as well.

at the GO
me: excuse me, do you know where's mrs seah?
lady clerk: she's currently invigilating now. (in an arrogant voice mind you)
victor, being so kind and helpful as always: mrs seah? the j2s are having the common test till 330.
lady clerk: oh. your friend knows where mrs seah is right? ya tell her that. he'll help you. yes. (and off she went to do her other stuff)

wth lah. just because you are a clerk in RJ doesn't mean you are some big shot or something. since you know people WILL DEFINITELY ask questions and stuff about appeals, can't you just say it politely!? WE ARE DAMN FREAKED OUT ABOUT THE APPEALS ALREADY. CAN'T YOU JUST GIVE PEOPLE A PEACE OF MIND!?

ok so...since I can only meet mrs seah after the common test, decided to look for mr ang in the staff room. so coincidental! met ms yeo at the lift! told her my dilemma. omg. she is so supportive and encouraging. kept telling me i must definitely see mr hodge on the day itself if i don't get in and that my case was special. oh my...i'm just gonna miss her so much. she is one great CT man...i'm feel bad leaving 1so6F = [

so there was time before i could meet mrs seah and mr ang went for lunch. so worst case scenario. Drive to AC to get the appeal forms. called mrs seah and mr ang on the way.

mrs seah: so why did you put arts when you don't even intend to study arts? mr leong has specifically mentioned that if you don't intend to do arts AT ALL, don't put arts! hmm..where are you now?
me: I'm going home to get my appeal documents.
mrs seah: get your appeal documents? for? you can't appeal again you know....
me: *silent*

mr ang: i'm sorry. i can't do anything. since you are already in RJ, chorale can't appeal for you. you might want to see the VP or P.

god. my mind was so unsettled on the way to AC. everything about my future just kept appearing in my mind. what would really happen if i go AC? the journey from RJ to AC is already damn long and sian lah. my mood was already hazy black. dark and ready to crack and burst any moment. until i reached the entrance of AC, The Call came. Yes. The Call.

bloody god. i'm so bloody relieved. i'm so glad i could stay in RJ again. just the thought of making new friends and establishing an identity in a totally new environment just suck. Troublesome. Ok just going to a new school suck too. Worst. I bet some people would just despise you or something. Like a traitor. Like..

ACSians: so which jc did you go for the first 3 months?
me: er...RJ...
ACSians: oh...*smirk*

ok let's just say this will happen to the jc i go if i can't get into RJ. not trying to condemn AC ya? AC is a great school. if AC is near my house, i would have chose AC. RJ is freaking hell the premier school lah. and it is so qiao near my house!? but it's just really sad and miserable to be put into another jc.

back. so mum drove me back to dreams after checking that the class list wasn't out yet after visiting RJ for the 2nd time. met sam at dreams. i desperately need a hug after that great news. =D

The performance
it was really fun. coz i decided to just heck care and treat the o2 people like some strangers. and yes..i screwed up 'my immortal'. sorry! how would i have known that!? even if i'm an LRSM holder...my sight reading is just bad. and i can't possibly play it superb-ly well just a night's notice!? oh..not only only 'my immortal', rusty nail was screwed too. ok..enough of MY performance. rocky's, ryan's and elaine's were great. =] So are the rest of the band. =] well..i hope this isn't the last time rocky can join us for jamming...=[

so the pathetic o2 ended. went back to RJ for chorale. 3rd time of the day. checked the class list as well. Woohoo!! i'm in the same class as malisa!! yay!!! FINALLY, WE ARE IN THE SAME CLASS. so is jeff and kwan rui. that's all i know. It's like how many umpteen of years we've known each other and finally! in the same class!! hee.

ah..and then went to Singapore Conference Hall for SYF rehearsal. dunno why..I was feeling damn glad I'm in RJ chorale. and i truly enjoy being in RJ chorale. oh ya..it's so obvious that toh has very high expectations from raffles choirs. both RI and RJ were grilled by him yesterday lah. other schools just did a dry run for the rehearsal but ours were constantly cut off and repeated. RI sang twice on stage and RJ had the whole hour to rehearse. yes..the whole hour till 11. but even so...we had the most laughters and jokes during the rehearsal.

toh: jinjie, why did you keep looking that direction?
jinjie: er....coz i saw something moving...
whole choir: !!!
toh: you mean the basses huh?
whole choir: !!!!! (x100)

Oh yes sam...totally agree 102%. JAE IS SUPER EVIL. THIS CRUEL BUNCH OF ****.

Congrats to geri!! the whole bunch of mep people (wendy!, keegan, aryan, alicia, dominic, gareth)!!! yi zhe!! heather!! and i know lotsa other people out there. just can't remember still got who. congrats man!! i'm so glad too =]

but i'm so sad that some of us didn't made it. rocky, clemmie, diane, najiah? and i'm still clueless about some people. (well..the anti social bo chap me is as usual lazy to ask around) like what ivee said. 1so6f will never be the same. but we will always be The 1so6f. the one and only. And yes. i really feel bad about leaving 6f. i'm terribly sorry. will definitely miss all you guys. yes all you guys even if you only joined our class just a day or a week or something. it was really great having you guys around. the G A Y. the nikki's angels. raison d'etre. mary had a little lamb. rocky's super lame crappy comments. zhizhong's wassup! and the craps with rocky and koon. the arguments in lim puay miao's GP lessons. the 'lost' chem practical worksheet that flew into the columbarium =p, all the birthday parties and cakes baked and i can't remember (again...) oh man....1so6Forever!! and the cute clemmie and diane, whose hair is forever straight and silky.

and here you go..the 3 months that will be gone forever...

(*cross fingers* i hope 3w is as exciting too..=p maybe i'm having too much an expectation...=p oh wait, with malisa around, hmm...it might work. HEE. )

bloody hell...one whole file of bio notes and thousands of music essays to do....


bashed +++ 4:58 PM